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cheap thrills (Thursday, Feb. 26, 2009 - 23:10)
Thank you Jun Ying, can't wait!!!!! Come on shipping, please don't kill me.
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Working at Singtel taka for HTC Dream. The phone is awesome, yo! &nope, I don't get commission :b I love working in Orchard where the whole world hangs out, lunch/dinner dates! Jollibean, Subway and Auntie Anne's are just a walk away!
And we are so different. You, me, her, him. Priorities, aim, goals, wants, NEEDS.
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Gone (Thursday, Feb. 12, 2009 - 19:45)
I walked to TJC today.
And I hardly recognised anyone there D:
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heart of worship (Wednesday, Feb. 11, 2009 - 20:11)
Today is good news day! :D Awesome, really must praise God for everything, give thanks.
Byebye ntu?
Must go on a diet soon hahaha this is getting serious.
Blogging seems so meaningless. Who am I writing all these for? Online shopping too after a while. Pretty clothes, so what? All will fade away, but your words stands forever. I want to go church, but somehow I've booked banquets on sat again! Getting my priorities all wrong D:
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junction (Wednesday, Feb. 04, 2009 - 08:42)
MY GOODNESS, SPORTS SCIENCE IN NTU.
Annoying!!!!
p.s I've gotten my casio watch :D love it!
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Amused (Saturday, Jan. 31, 2009 - 20:44)
My arms are aching so from ritz!!! Goodness, I haven't been so tired since netball trainings, which felt like ages ago. I feel freaking weak haha but I'm going to get muscles from all the banquetting man!
4 ritz, no marina and pan pac next week :S I want to go marina soon so can show off my new skirt hahaha.
I'm going to church tml! So glad. I feel so bad for missing it the previous weeks, and really, no reasons will suffice. They are just not worth it.
Why do you fear being alone so?
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for love (Wednesday, Jan. 28, 2009 - 21:04)
I can't stop thinking about the casio watch! Haha shall go scout for it tml after bens&jerrys :D:D
Been spending so much online yikes I should really stop whining about how much I spend and stop whining about stopping whining about things hahaha. I've been using not going taiwan as an excuse for the splurges. Haha I can't wait to start work, meaning more money and less time spending money! Oh my, look at how materialistic I've become ):
Cny came and went. Went macritchie again to walk miles which was good! My running is so bad now I'll just combust at the mention of 10k ehheh how loser! I must get fit again, esp before I start stripping during physio classes hahaha.
It's the last thing that I expected of you. And it must have taken so much courage, humity and.. desperation? I pray that God will grant you wisdom and faith. For I can't bear this immense sadness anymore ):
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watch phrase (Wednesday, Jan. 28, 2009 - 00:32)
So pretty!
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for life (Friday, Jan. 23, 2009 - 22:40)
Physio was awesome!!! :D:D:D haha I can't stop using that word but it was really great! I love talking to patients, thinking how I'll be the one advising them in the future. Thinking about all the technical terms that will be easypeasy next time. It's such a fulfilling career and I'm really grateful for this internship! Pleasepleaseplease let me get the sponsorship!
Orchard, Minds and Marina tml, got to sleep to conserve my energy!
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- (Wednesday, Jan. 21, 2009 - 08:41)
Physio internship soon, awesome! Haha finally a break from madness banquetting :b
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In the end, no one wins.
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for strength (Monday, Jan. 12, 2009 - 09:22)
Lord, please help me through this mad week!
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three things you do when you are bored (Friday, Jan. 09, 2009 - 12:34)
THREE NAMES YOU GO BY: Yu Hui (hello normal people) Wang Dai (hello netballers) pouty (hello apccbsss)
THREE SCREEN NAMES YOU HAVE HAD: wilberrawk meekness412 7891982 (my old phone number, so doh!)
THREE PHYSICAL THINGS YOU LIKE ABOUT YOURSELF: Courage (my mum calls it recklessness) Mind Hair length
THREE PHYSICAL THINGS YOU DON'T LIKE ABOUT YOURSELF: Pride/Bossiness Nonchalence Flabby areas, nose (okay, i cheated)
THREE PARTS OF YOUR HERITAGE: Confucius (hahaha) Wuhan Singapore?!?!
THREE THINGS THAT SCARE YOU: Extremists Uncontrollable anger, violence Buying ugly clothes that i regret
THREE OF YOUR EVERYDAY ESSENTIALS: God Milk Toilet
THREE THINGS YOU ARE WEARING RIGHT NOW: Dunman High shorts Ugly free shirt Hideous home specs
THREE OF YOUR FAVORITE BANDS OR MUSICAL ARTISTS: Delirious Mae A Fine Frenzy
THREE THINGS YOU WANT IN A RELATIONSHIP: Love (duh!) Honesty, commitment Muscles
TWO TRUTHS AND A LIE (in no particular order): Size 14 women are the happiest I can't stand Marilyn Monroe I'm antisocial
THREE PHYSICAL THINGS ABOUT THE PREFERRED SEX THAT APPEAL TO YOU: Muscular arms Sharp jawline Height (btw &intellect!!!!!)
THREE OF YOUR FAVORITE HOBBIES: Reading senseless things (I'm reading about the movie Stardust now!:D) Doing sports, running Eating (selected items only)
THREE THINGS YOU WANT TO DO REALLY BADLY RIGHT NOW: GET A JOB/CONFIRM MY INTERNSHIP Eat hot mee jiang kueh Fly to where you are
THREE CAREERS YOU'RE CONSIDERING/YOU'VE CONSIDERED: PHYSIO!!!!!!!! Dietician/Nutritionalist Event planner
THREE PLACES YOU WANT TO GO ON VACATION: Greece Taiwan Bangkok
THREE KIDS NAMES YOU LIKE: Star Hope Melody
THREE THINGS YOU WANT TO DO BEFORE YOU DIE: Be strong in my Faith Get married, have lots of children Be happy, spread happiness
THREE WAYS THAT YOU ARE STEREOTYPICALLY A GIRL: I want kids I take an hour(or more) to get ready Long hair
THREE WAYS THAT YOU ARE STEREOTYPICALLY A BOY: I open doors with my legs I love sports I look at hot girls
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from the inside out (Thursday, Jan. 08, 2009 - 20:48)
I feel disgusted with myself, with you, with myself for feeling disgusted with you.
Wore happy underwear today! :D hahaha it's really cute, I might show you if I like you enough! And then went to buy more happy underwears! :D:D
Come on, reply my smssssss!
One book down, 7 more to go!
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shoutout (Wednesday, Jan. 07, 2009 - 21:14)
I've got red hair extensions!!!!! Hahaha major excitezzzzz so coolzzz yo!
Many banquets next week (: come on, don't cancel on me please!
apply MOH? Yuhui, don't be such a lazy wuss about interviews and essays!
Have been blowing much of my money on online shopping lately! D: must save for taiwan!!!
felt annoyed today for having to go all the way down for nothing hmph transport fare is crazily ex now okay! :X
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pensive (Sunday, Jan. 04, 2009 - 23:23)
For the new year I wish for...
spiritual growth (personal, family and friends) empathy, humilty and patience. NYpoly scholarship. good health for everyone. love. WORLD PEACE.
2008 was great, despite As and all. Mugging was fun in fact! Had some regrets in Netball and at home but oh well, got to move on. This year totally reminded me of God's plan for each of us and the daily miracles (: Just got to trust and look on the bright side of things, He works in amazing ways!
2009's going to be awesome! I can't wait to study physio!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Skip the results part and let me dsa with prelims please!!! I forsee more CHURCH, banquets, running (MUST START SOON), fleaing, TAIWAN. &HELLO PEOPLE, MUST KEEP IN TOUCH OKAYZZZZ!
I've worked 4 jobs this week! Today at Grandsalad, yesterday at Pan Pac, day before at Ritz and early the week at Singtel! Hahaha so amazing, all my jobs condensed into one week's work and I love them all, really. There were manymany moments of why-am-i-doing-this, thinking about horrible welfare and aching heels, but I still enjoyed it at the end of the day! I love talking to customers, be busy and act important :b
Banqueted at Pan Pacific yesterday (: It was so fun! Pan Pac's welfare is much better than this other annoying hotel that cancels on people. It's not say slacked or anything, just reasonable. &I portioned for the first time yesterday!!! In front of guests somemore!!! D: So nervewrecking for the first course especially the duck skin thing was so hard to pick up! Think I was super clumsy at first hahaha just whack. &there were uncles gorging on the free wine, how kiasu Singaporean!
Was at Ritz the previous day for Acer Connectzzzzxxxx. HMMM.
Rest day tml, shall go borrow some book and eat mee jiang kueh! (:
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buy a vowel for 6 bucks (Saturday, Jan. 03, 2009 - 11:11)
R_tz _s _nn_y_ng
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two zero zero nine (Thursday, Jan. 01, 2009 - 19:27)
First post for 2009!
My new year resolution is to find a job asap! I feel so idle being at home and non-active.
Job at Singtel's has ended ): It was great but the aching heels were so annoying! I'm really worried for my heels yikes can feel myself getting old! I feel tired at 11 everyday! Anyway, colleagues were nice, esp after giving them cookies hahaha. Working had made me realise that after everything, we are all humans and that's one great equaliser. No one's made inferior or superior, we are just victims of circumstances. HMMM.
The past weekend had been major happening! Darho's christmas/birthday/newyear party on sat where there were many bunches of vjc ppl hahaha so scary being the only non-vjc! It was really fun anyway with many people dressing up as nerds hahaha so geek chic! And we played MONOPOLY yay! But i feel so bullied everytime hmph. &There was a gigantic kickass $140+ birthday cake that my mum loved! Yay, HAPPY BIRTHDAY FUTURE HARVARDER!
Sunday was Fifteen's christmas party! Yay, thanks to Gernaine for planning everything! You looked awesome and would have won best dressed! It was really nice seeing everyone dressed up so glamly (: Eating unglam food tho hahaha.
hello aishah!
Banquets for the next 3 days, exciting!
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annoooooying, do you know? (Monday, Dec. 29, 2008 - 08:53)
I can't stand people watching when I'm using my comp.
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living it (Sunday, Dec. 21, 2008 - 22:17)
Yo, things have been happening and now it's almost Christmas! Many things undone, but I'm still glad that Christmas is here, time to give thanks and reflect (:
I've been doing three jobs in a month, haha not bad! Now working at Tampines Mall's Singtel with Chunhan recently promoting the iphone, quite fun! Lots of cute kids, but some ugly, annoying ones too. Company's rules prohibites me from commenting about the iphone hahaha anyway, come visit me someday if you are free!!! I'll be working every weekdays till end of the year, yes even Christmas, how unfortunate!
Banqueting is such fun! Although I've only done twice after Ritz cancelled on me today, how irritating! I really like Ritz's system and of course, the pay, but the people there are annoying! Pan Pacific staff are so much nicer and their uniform too! Anyone have recommendations of nice, cordial hotels paying 6.50/hour or more?
Grandsalad's had been fun too! I'm a pro at making salad now hahaha it's really easy actually! But i'll probably just help out on Sundays from now on ):
I love working, being idle gets frustrating. However recently I've been viewing my non-working days as money lost which is such a vile thought! I don't want to get more materialistic and be sucked into this whole exaltation of money!!! Lord, help me to keep my eyes on you alone.
Anyway, I'm so very happy with Survivor's results!!!! I love intelligient guys. And Charlie's a real sweetie hahaha I realised that I'm attracted to gay guys! I don't get the whole fuss over Corrine's attitude, seems very much like jealousy to me.
Had our steamboat farewell for Aaron! It's going to be so weird seeing all the bald heads soon!
Went to send Edwin off to Indo! ): Hello Edwin, invite me to your wedding soon! I'll waitress for you for free (:
Prom's been over for quite some time! Don't have much photos as I don't have facebook ): Hello people, send me! Anyway, it was so fun! Although I regret not taking more photos hahaha such frivolously vain events thrill me at times.
CSE people
Netballers!
Fifteen!
Tianjin!
KL
And the sparkling juice that my toilet paper won!
&for solo shots, come bug me for photos!
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give me time (Tuesday, Dec. 16, 2008 - 08:57)
I still haven't applied for any scholarship
or written christmas cards
or went to little india
or make it for netball chalet
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HELP (Thursday, Dec. 11, 2008 - 21:21)
ANYONE GOING CHOA CHU KANG THIS SUNDAY AT NOON OR NOVENA DURING WEEKDAYS FROM 5-6?!?!
PLEASE HELP ME COLLECT ME SHOES! D:
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Great days (Friday, Nov. 28, 2008 - 21:30)
So, the As have been over for a week! Haha seems like forever man, been going out everyday and my EZlink card is on the rapid decline! D: The weekends are here, meaning time to stay at home! Which I don't mind actually, going out can get so tiring.
Prom coming!!!!! Hahaha I'm really excited! Hopefully the sleepover after that will materialise haha so excitinggggg. Haven't gotten my shoes yet tho ): There aren't many that won't result in me towering(even more) over everyone!
Been looking for jobs recently and just came back from training at Grand's Salad! Hahaha just the job for me man, serving salads everyday! I really want a healthcare job that pays well but every jobs seems involve admin stuff which is really boring! And CGH haven't replied me regarding the volunteering stuff ):
NUS just mailed me regarding USP. Ahhaha one year ago I would be so happy but now I'm just nonchalant to the whole university thing, ignoring all the scholarship letters and emails. Sometimes I wonder why am I so sure about physio?!?! I haven't even tried it out for goodness sake. And sometimes I feel kind of well, wasted, going poly and all. Hm, trust in God's plan!
&I made fabulous peanut butter!!! Haha okay, seems like I'm the only one liking it, but I'm the only one that will be eating it anyway! :b
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Musings (Monday, Nov. 24, 2008 - 22:02)
I wonder, where are you? What are you doing? How are you feeling? Are you tired? Who are you thinking about? Do you like peanut butter too?
Are you happy?
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SAVE THE KARANG GUNI MAN! (Wednesday, Nov. 19, 2008 - 19:11)
YO KIND SOULS.
I TAKE BACK MY WORDS, GIVE INSTEAD OF SELL TO THE KARANG GUNI MAN!!! PRICE OF PAPER DROPPING DOWN DOWN DOWN! ):
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SAVE THE EARTH! (Wednesday, Nov. 19, 2008 - 08:48)
HELLO EVERYONE!!!
PLEASE RECYCLE YOUR NOTES OKAY! SELL THEM TO KARANG GUNI, DUMP IN RECYCLE BINS OR GIVE TO JUNIORS!
YAY, YOU GUYS ROCK! MOTHER EARTH LOVES YOU!
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Change is the only constant (SO CLICHED) (Sunday, Nov. 16, 2008 - 22:42)
Douglas Adams, Last Chance to See, p. 149[10]
I remembered once, in Japan, having been to see the Gold Pavilion Temple in Kyoto and being mildly surprised at quite how well it had weathered the passage of time since it was first built in the fourteenth century. I was told it hadn't weathered well at all, and had in fact been burnt to the ground twice in this century. "So it isn't the original building?" I had asked my Japanese guide. "But yes, of course it is," he insisted, rather surprised at my question. "But it's burnt down?" "Yes." "Twice." "Many times." "And rebuilt." "Of course. It is an important and historic building." "With completely new materials." "But of course. It was burnt down." "So how can it be the same building?" "It is always the same building."
Application to Chinese identity and culture. Changed, but stil the same? Evolvement.
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ignorance (Sunday, Nov. 16, 2008 - 21:26)
?? Says: October 3rd, 2008 at 4:50 am
"truth be told,china is very hideous. Woe to u if they ever manage to wield any power over u! Working on a contract where they are contractor in africa,and me their black skinned supervisor has helpd open my eyes. They are terrible and worse coz juz as someone said,they hide their intentions. Worse still,their agenda for africa is very obscene if sudan is anything to go by. They care least about true human concerns. So get it,on one side we have a powerhouse whose growth tactics we can learn and make use of to grow here in africa. On the other hand,a deadly devilish giant whom we cannot truly control if it goes amok. In the end,china is better countered before its too late. We have less than is convicing about china and we sleep juz like the sheep we are. Sheep dogs,stay awake with me. Make sure Obama sees no whitehouse!"
? Says: September 6th, 2007 at 6:47 pm "when will the U.S. realize that china is not our ally? They are a hostile nation that hides their true intentions. Is America really this ignorant and dumb? We better start becoming more self-sufficient , or at least have a back-up plan if a war starts with china , becoz more than likely it will sometime in the future, and we are too dependent on china. America is a hypocrite. Its all about the money. China is communist. What happened to the war on communism before?, What makes china special? China is nothing but a land of greedy , nasty, ignorant people and if they could , they will try to buy the U.S…… America= what a joke."
# Chinese Says: November 10th, 2008 at 6:06 pm
"haha, welcome american pigs to fight. Fellow chinese stop begging stupid understanding. The right to survive is forever to be gained by struggle. I used to trust democracy but i have just found democracy is an ugly lie to rape weaker nations. We chinese are a pure race this is a glory, a pure nation and people. We will fight for it, we will kill every american to survive, you americans are subhumans.
There will not be return of prosperity before a bloodshed. We will avenge our shame in the past suffer 100 years on you america, and that will be enough of a avenge.
I simply dont think we need america, it is just a pool of sex trading monkeys and gay bars and HIV patients. I admit honestly China is hostile to america, because we hate a mixed america,you are subhuman shit. Flush USA down the gutter with pigshit, since you elected a black puppet to start a war with us. Yes we are never friend, not untill one of us is killed.
Stop trusting america people, they are the most most vicious people on this planet. Oh my God, chinese hide their intentions..then what about conspiracy that USA created HIV virus and SARS, would you ever publish it???? OhOhoh oh, chinese is hiding their intentions,,,, f***! can you ever publish your intention of your govt?? what a f***ing nuked hypocrasy. I AS A CHINESE ANOUNCE THAT WE WILL EXTERMINATE USA OK??
USA spreaded HIV to Africa and India and all over the world, and untill we can uproot USA we can not cure it. Think about it people. Nuke america, I d rather die than share a filthy sky with americans."
That is so sadly absurb and appalling. Some people are so ignorant. And have really bad English.
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Give thanks, with a grateful heart. (Sunday, Nov. 16, 2008 - 20:02)
Yo people.
So many things on my mind now, and studying is the least of them. Well, actually worrying about not studying is the top.
Online shopping is badbadbad. Waste time, waste money, spoil your eyesight! So, little children, flee away from sgflea!! Haha, I'm so funny.
I'm almost done with my second jar of Adams peanut butter in 3 weeks! Haha can't wait to make my own, online reviews make it seems really easy. I LOVE (good)FATS!!!
Been reading travel entries about bangkok, which are really tempting! This hotel is really cool, I really like rooms 203, 211, 302, 304, 402, 409 and 410! Gernaine, you'll love 201 :b And it's so cheap comparing to Singapore's! Really annoying, can't find a nice, AFFORDABLE hotel for prom ):
But still looking forward to TAIWAN. Great days ahead, exciting!
I can't wait to go nypoly, and skip all the anxiety for results. Truthfully, i'm really fearful for it. I want to be a 7As poly student! Someone who chooses to go there instead of having no other choice. But those are just opinions of the world which I should really learn to not care about. I'm an awfully proud person and maybe this will be the greatest lesson on humility and faith for me.
How come you still don't get it? Can't you see the signs?!?! Insignificance?
Sang one of my favourite hymns during worship today! I only learnt of today that it was written during periods of trials, of which only the strongest faith will remain, very inspiring. Lord, please grant me the faith and strength!
"My income has not been large at any time due to impaired health in the earlier years which has followed me on until now. Although I must not fail to record here the unfailing faithfulness of a covenant-keeping God and that He has given me many wonderful displays of His providing care, for which I am filled with astonishing gratefulness."
Great is Thy faithfulness, O God my Father, There is no shadow of turning with Thee; Thou changest not, Thy compassions, they fail not; As Thou hast been Thou forever wilt be.
Summer and winter, and springtime and harvest, Sun, moon and stars in their courses above, Join with all nature in manifold witness, To Thy great faithfulness, mercy and love.
Pardon for sin and a peace that endureth, Thy own dear presence to cheer and to guide; Strength for today and bright hope for tomorrow, Blessing all mine, with ten thousand beside!
Great is Thy faithfulness! Great is Thy faithfulness! Morning by morning new mercies I see; All I have needed Thy hand hath provided - Great is Thy faithfulness, Lord unto me!
Okay, I shall go look for CSE materials now!
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Maslow's hierarchy of needs (Thursday, Nov. 13, 2008 - 21:17)
Where am I?
humility.
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Trust and Obey (Tuesday, Nov. 11, 2008 - 13:23)
So far, I don't feel as confident as I did for Prelims, careless mistakes aplenty that might very well cost me some As. Truthfully, my prelims grades will be good enough for me (chem and gp aside). Which is really such a loser attitude and I feel like slapping myself everytime that thought crosses my mind! But I keep thinking about what am I truely studying for? I don't need the As to get into NYPoly, and Australia does not appeal as much now. Is it for pride? For the praise of the world? For my parents???
Lord, please help me study hard for your glory.
for there's no other way
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6/12 (Sunday, Nov. 09, 2008 - 21:34)
I feel sad that I won't get to do maths ever again ): It's kind of enjoyable in its own ways!
I can't wait to make peanut butter and bake bread!
If everyone's confident of getting the A, who will end up with the Bs?
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Have no fear (Friday, Oct. 31, 2008 - 21:29)
18 chefs was really good!!! Baked rice with baked beans, fish and chicken(EGG??) yum :D
Studying at Simei is awesome (: Although BK seats are terribly hard. Endless supply of mee jiang kuehs makes my day, anyday!
3 more days to As, major excites. Trust in the Lord!
IM LOOKING FORWARD TO EXERCISING.
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choo, choo! (Friday, Oct. 17, 2008 - 21:17)
I've been wanting to blog, but things got in the way. Been trying to study hard(er) lately, which is getting really tiring and boring ): thank goodness for airport friends!
I don't want to get complacent, which is the worst thing that can happen now. It equates hopes dashed and ego deflated, poof. I keep thinking that no matter what, I'll still able to make it to nypoly to do my favourite course, so why study so hard? I hope I don't lose track of the australia-moh/nhg dream, and keep working hard towards it. Because I really don't want to end up second-best and regret. Or with nothing at all.
Farewell concert on monday, which wasn't as sad as I expected. Haha i don't feel as if I left the school yet! We'll still see each other during As and all. And there's still prom! For which I've already bought my dress :D hahaha it's really pretty me think!
&I realised that really do dislike the education system in TJ, and have been deluding myself all this while. Oh well, I'm out of it already so yay, i guess.
Aishah invited us to her house again for hari raya! :D yay, thankssssss! The malay food was so good, but so unhealthy!!! So to make up for that, we played twister and did aerobics hahaha it was so hilarious. Aerobics is fun, we are going to be pros soon (:
Yvonne chia's birthday celebration at aaron's house last sat. We are getting better at bbq man! haha too pro and burnt a table :b
Hello apccbsss, mug hard!
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- (Monday, Oct. 06, 2008 - 00:21)
GUESS WHY IM ONLINE AT 1230 WHEN THERE'S SCHOOL IN 7 HOURS TIME.
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For it was mercy that saved me (Wednesday, Oct. 01, 2008 - 21:06)
Lord, please grant me grace. I've been feeling much animosity lately towards others. It's so tiring to keep making up excuses for them, and so easy to complain and badmouth. I hate this feeling of contempt, it's swallowing me up from the inside, drowning me. Please help me love, with your love.
Amen.
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everyone can dance (Wednesday, Oct. 01, 2008 - 10:45)
Some long overdued videos (:
I love this one! So many different genres fused together.
and my all-time favourite, Chelsie!!
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Like fire meeting sand (Tuesday, Sept. 30, 2008 - 22:12)
Sometimes, I miss studying in the GEP. Yeah, seriously. I can't stand people who slam the GEP, claiming it as elitist and all, or those who are ashamed of it. It's just a different learning system, not superior or anything. I feel so suppressed in the current system, smothered and suffocated. Learning to study but not to think. There's a serious lack of enrichment activities in the current system, but maybe that's because JC is so short and rushed? Looking back, all the trekking through mangrove swamps, doing SWOT analysis, were so much more interesting and enlightening, having gained so much more.
&Being small, our teachers always had sufficient time for us, focusing on each and everyone's ability and pace. My mum has always commented that I'm lucky to have good teachers throughout, but I thought that was just the norm, basic requirements of a teacher. But now i realise, it takes so much more. So much more effort, care, work, and time. &sometimes it's really easy to just fall short of that.
Anyway, all my results are out. It was a total case of dejavu man, so similar to my Olevels prelims... freaky! Maths averagely good, CSE very good, Physics better than expected, Chem worse than expected, GP better than expected but lousy. It's so annoying, like that in a triathlon, I can't seem to peak at all subjects at the same time. It's like my subjects are taking turns to do well. Haha hopefully the As will be like the Os, all As!! :D
I've been slacking eversince prelims :S lol which is really shiok! Playing sports everyday, finally can exercise man. Haha i've played every kind of sports already at the pe dept, and netball is still the funnest! Went swimming last friday at cerasoh's house (: didn't really do much laps but it was so fun playing in the water! I'm getting tanned again :D
I went to Sungei Road last sat after the DSTA thing, which me and diantha left before the events even started :b So much for waking up early. Anyway, Sungei Road is such a nicely preserved part of Singapore's history, i love it! There are so many stalls selling different trinkets, old DVD players, blender, clothes, and all sorts of weird things. &I felt strangely safe there despite all the foreign workers. But so sad, there wasn't the camera that I wanted ): Don't think that I'll go back there again, just a nice place for memories.
Survivor has started!!! &CRYSTAL COX is in, how exciting! but she seems rather boring and slow so far :S haha seems like the people they bring in each season are hotter than that before. &marcus' slipup.. soooo hilarious hahahaha goodness how embarassing for him! I'm sure Charlie won't mind tho :b
My wisdom tooth are hurting like mad! ))): It's such a pain, why must i be so wise?!?!
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I'm on the bright side of life (Wednesday, Sept. 24, 2008 - 20:26)
So, some results are out already. Chem was sososo bad ): yikes. Maths A, not that fab but oh well. Physics and cse good so far, please let the other parts be the same! I'm still quite annoyed for some parts of cse but oh well, what to do.
It hurts me so to see people depressed and crying over results )): Please cheer up, there's always a choice to everything! You can choose to view it as a source of motivation, and work even harder. You can choose to be thankful that it's just Prelims and not the As. You can choose to destress by playing ball instead of brooding over the results! I'm really sad over my chem too, but there's really nothing I can do about it now, except to find out what went wrong and work harder. Hopefully my new method of studying for chem will pay off!
Anyway, my plan to slack for this week is not working haha how sad! ): I keep going to random blogs over and over, checking out blogshops haha slacking is getting boring man! And IS is calling me, yelling. Lol so, maybe I'll start studying soon :b how ironic!
&I'm peeling really badly! haha I look like a cow now, how?
Prelims are over. Oh well, it was fun while it lasted haha. There's this niggling feeling that I won't do as well as JCTs, esp for gp ): Oh well, can only trust and leave things to the Lord now, and STUDY HARDER for As. Motivation man.
Things to do:
1) READ!! 2) CSE IS ): goodness, I have no motivation to start on this. 3) University application. Anyone who knows stuff about Cardiff, Bath, Loughborough or Edinburgh Universities' physiotherapy or sports science pleaseplease come and enlighten me! Australian universities too, I missed out the talk for that ): Think I have a rough idea of what I want to be, or rather what I don't want to be, just that journey there seems kind of foreign and hazy now. I've been praying about this, whether what I want to do is aligned with what God has in stored for me. Oh well, trust! 4) Go tamp mart, plaza sing food court to try mee jiang kuehs! Hahaha i sense the addiction creeping up. 5) Buy my camera (: I've narrowed down to the pop cam or the vivitar now although I'm quite undecided over this as now I feel that photoshop can do everything! 6) Exercise! Hahaha i love it that my class is so enthusiatic about this too, yay to ball games, swimming and blading outings!
Our class went to ecp on sat to celebrate, w00t! hahaha some of us crazy ones walked all the way from tanah merah to ecp, good exercise man! We exercised so much man with all the walking, blading, volleyball and monkey! Yay, it was my happiest day in such a long time, when I can stop feeling guilty for not studying every moment every second. &quite alot of people came in the afternoon (: We passed by the sgbootsale, which me and ice chionged there on our skates in anticipation hahaha we are deprived people man. Yay, let's do this again!
But now, I'm sunburnt! Oh man, it's sososo bad, I can hardly wear my shirt! Even the slightest touch feels painful owwww I shall be like charlenah and spam sunblock next time :b
Yay, it's swimming then sleepover tml, so happening! But also the returning of papers :S I'm quite look forward to it tho haha.
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WHAT I REALLY WANT IS... (Wednesday, Sept. 17, 2008 - 19:49)
Now I want this!!! Oh man, the functions are really good, so many different kind of photos! It's like a babylon4 and disderi combined. But more expensive obviously ):
This means, a trip to Sungei Road! I've been reading many forums about it, lots of treasure to uncover w00t!
&I just cut my toenails. It was smelly!
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Stopping a moment from running away (Tuesday, Sept. 16, 2008 - 15:25)
How cute! The image quality is much better than a Holga, and cheaper too. I'm so going to buy one of these after Prelims (: excitingggg!
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I don't drink Starbucks (Monday, Sept. 15, 2008 - 14:55)
p.s JEANETTE LIM, stop coming here to slack!!! :b
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Eat, Pray, Love (Friday, Sept. 12, 2008 - 21:11)
I went to the school library today and borrowed 6 books! :D Chicken Soup for the Soul: Stories for a Trouble World :b hahaha i love the Chicken Soup series, corny as they may be, but heartwarming all the same. &Kite Runner too! How exciting, can't wait to start reading again! Was quite shocked to find out that I have 19dollars worth of fines, like !"£$%^`*( How come! &I don't even rmb reading those books. Pink Princess, goodness! so annoying, after Prelims I'm going to track down whoever used my card!!!!!!!!!
Yikes, I'm losing my motivation to study more. Esp for chem where I've reached a point of saturation, anything else that I study seems unnecessary. Not that I'm super confident and prepared, far from it, but just SIAN =.=
So this is how it feels like, how naive I was last year to think that I'll be able to maintain my ahem, love for studying. It's still fun, but increasingly monotonous and DULL.
Hahaha think I sounded really stupid then. Do you still rmb?
Oh well, I can do all things through Christ who strengthens me (:
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Powered by Jesus (Thursday, Sept. 11, 2008 - 13:46)
I don't know why. I keep harping over my mistakes in exams, replaying in my mind the couldhavebeens, what I could have wrote instead. It's annoying and frustrating, obviously cos it'a already OVER. So move on. Not that it happens all the time, just during time when I'm alone, walking home, bathing, typing this entry. Don't think that I've been like that before, but maybe that's because Prelims matter so much more? Thank goodness it's not affecting my work, i hope. Lord, please help me!
Lance Armstrong is returning to professional cycling, how exciting! He's a great source of inspiration and I'm so going to write about him in my gp essay if possible (ARGH, GP ESSAY. See what I mean?). Anyway, I really love sports! Perspiration, dehydration, lactic acid and all. Just read the Redsports article on the Ironman and it's like woah, amazing. Ever since reading Chris Crutcher, I'm fascinated by the Ironman, which is really MAD. I'll totally just bonk out on the first lap.
“Run till you can’t walk for a week.” This is when I enter into self-destruct phase. “Don’t walk for a week… Don’t walk for a week… Don’t walk for a week…” becomes my new mantra as I ignore the numbing pain and plod along. I tell myself to trust in God’s provision alone to get me through the day and to be happy with that. I promise not look at my pace for the remainder of the run. “The last 16ks of the run are run on heart…” Mark Allen’s words ring loud and clear.
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just a hiccup (Tuesday, Sept. 09, 2008 - 15:53)
Wah!!! I'm so depressed over my gp ahahha yikes should have changed qns once mdm lim hovered around me, doing a double take back to my desk and giving that "THIS QNS IS TOO HARD FOR YOU" look!!! not that there isn't many other easier questions. The more i think about it, the more off topic i think i went, oh man )): So much for calculated risks.
Think I'll be quite sad if I get lower for prelims than my jcts, which seems probably now. Which sucks because I studied so much more. Okay, not for gp.
Oh well, at least it's not As (: MUG HARDER.
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Thank you Lord, for peace. (Sunday, Sept. 07, 2008 - 07:39)
1 more days to prelims, how exciting!!! hahaha think i mentioned this before, that i like exams, just not the consequences that come along with it.
Been studying at airport daily with gernaine&cera since the study break started (: quite effective! average 6 hours productive time? that my daily max already, studying is so draining! Hahaha we took lots of crazy photos to destress, how fun! Actually, I can't wait to start studying for As again so can go airport everyday haha kind of enjoyable, esp with the company (:
we kick butts!
our best friend, the GC
Celebrated CHLOE's birthday with some the of tianjin ppl on wed (: sorry that i had to leave early!!! Hope that you enjoyed yourself, &thanks for putting in effort making all our presents! ehub is so hip now, so many good food over there! Haha potential hangout after As (:
Nike 10k last sunday (: Ran with some netballers and I'm really glad that we all completed it! Haha there were red people everywhere, even more than national day! The route was alright, seemed longer than expected, esp towards the end :b Some unfortunate stuff happened later on, but I'm really thankful that you're alright now. &I want to run in more runs! Haha i love the atmosphere of everyone running hard, pushing on together.
chips on our shoes!
Be yourself day lastlast friday! TJC is so boring man, so little people bothered to dress up! Haha i was quite embarassed to walk around among all the uniformed people, thank goodness for my wonderfully enthu classmates (:
Oreo party!
Matthew 6:25-34 "Therefore I say to you, do not worry about your life, what you will eat or what you will drink; nor about your body, what you will put on. Is not life more than food and the body more than clothing? Look at the birds of the air, for they neither sow nor reap nor gather into barns; yet your heavenly Father feeds them. Are you not of more value than they? Which of you by worrying can add one cubit to his stature? So why do you worry about clothing? Consider the lilies of the field, how they grow; they neither toil nor spin; and yet I say to you that even Solomon in all his glory was not arrayed like one of these. Now if God so clothes the grass of the field, which today is, and tomorrow is thrown into the oven, will He not much more clothe you, O you of little faith? Therefore do not worry, saying 'What shall we eat?' or 'What shall we drink?' or 'What shall we wear?' For after all these things the Gentiles seek. For your heavenly Father knows that you need all these things. But seek first the kingdom of God and His righteousness, and all these things shall be added to you. Therefore do not worry about tomorrow, for tomorrow will worry about its own things. Sufficient for the day is its own trouble" (Matthew 6:25-34)
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310808 (Saturday, Aug. 30, 2008 - 23:00)
The world is stopping to run tml!
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it's serious like crazy (Wednesday, Aug. 27, 2008 - 21:52)
I feel ... stifled. Flattered?
I'm in a big big big big ocean in a tiny little boat I'll only put the idea out there if I know it's gonna float
Every wish, every candle, every coin in a fountain
I'm going to wear my $3 grey skinnies tml, yay! Vouchers rock.
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runrunrun (Monday, Aug. 25, 2008 - 08:23)
Played tennis on sat, yay! im really lousy yikes my balls go haywire and skyhigh most of the time hahaha keep spending time picking up the ball. So unfit, im aching now already! Tennis' fun but I still like netball better :b
Quite glad and thankful that next week's study break so can mug hard. School is so unproductive for studying, and when i get home, i'm too tired =.= haha mugging's fun at times, esp at the airport!(: i need to get out of my house, the comp's such a huge distraction. hahaha everytime i attempt to do my IS, blogs and other websites will miraculously pop up and steal my attention! how evil.
I've been spending alot of time googling university choices lately. Physio, sports science or food science? NYpoly, Loughborough, or NUS? At least im sure that business and finance is not for me after the GIC tour last friday, I don't want to be a mercenary! Haha I'm already making decisions about my future, but not working hard enough towards it (STUDY) :b
Been reading my bible more lately (: hope that i'll grow more each day!
Nike run coming up soon, excitingggggg!
Okay, gtg collect my race pack now! PLEASE let the queue be short!
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Amen (Tuesday, Aug. 05, 2008 - 21:03)
FOP on sat was good, I'm really glad that i went (:
The pastor mentioned about how the only thing within our control is ourselves and our actions. We can't change the attitudes of others, but we can change our attitude towards them. We can't make someone act in a certain way, but we are able to make ourselves react in a way in response to them and there's always a conscience choice to act in ways acceptable. That's why we are only responsible for ourselves, as that's the only thing within our control. Basic responsibilty exists between people, but never for someone else. I think that's really applicable in our daily lives where we're constantly tied down by emotions and burdens of the world, and we forget that there's always the ability within us to choose to look at the bright side of things, to always look forward and keep going. Only then can we positively influence others around and live a fulfilled life.
Thank you Lord, for the constant strength (: &I pray that You'll strengthen everyone else too.
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Only you (Monday, Aug. 04, 2008 - 21:39)
Here I am a sinner Broken and in need of You Take my life and wash my fear away For You are the great I am Rest assure I feel Your hand Holding me until the darkness clears
Father to the fatherless Redeemer of my soul My life is yours forever My heart will always know
Your mercy saved me mercy made me whole Your Mercy found me called me as your own
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HELP, PLEASE!!! (Saturday, Jul. 26, 2008 - 12:17)
Hello! I am Wang Yu Hui from Temasek Junior College, Singapore. Currently, I am undertaking a China Studies in English course for my 'A' Levels and am carrying out a research project regarding the impact of globalisation on Traditional Chinese Medicine (TCM).
I will be greatly appreciative if you are able to spare a few minutes of your time to complete a simple survey and also after completion, forward it to other friends if possible (:
Thank you in advance for you time and consideration! (:
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Give me a big heart (Sunday, Jul. 20, 2008 - 16:29)
Yoyoyo! Haven't been here for quite sometime hmm not exactly busy with studies, just lazy to think of what to blog :b
Church today was good (: I'm trying to adopt this new attitude towards going church and sermons, to learn more about words of God instead for my own sake (:
The previous week was so hip with many many birthdays, yay! I love celebrating people's birthdays, such joyous occasions!
RUIWEN and PAMELYN'S last thursday (: Sorry pam, that i couldn't make it for the tianjin steamboat celebration! ): heard that it was great anyway!
The netballers celebrated ruiwen's birthday on sat at east coast. Haha i think she was so sad that we didn't celebrate on her birthday and sian to run 4k for PT :b hahaha the juniors are such good liars! We got cute birthday pancakes for her and they picniced on Mac breakfast. Was supposed to blade after that but jeanette lim was sianned ): haha stupid girl, you owe me a blading outing!
Birthday girl!
Love pancakes (:
So the juniors went to make their video and i joined apccbsss who were also at East Coast for YY's celebration (: haha that was really coincidental. We played beach volley, yay! Haven't touched a volleyball in ages and had forgotten how much fun it is, let's go play again :D
After that we went to yy's house to prepare stuff for the steamboat later to celebrate NICOLE LEE & YY's birthdays (: YY is so cute, she planned her own celebration cos she didn't want us to fret too much over it aww! We baked magnolia vanilla cream cake which was really yummmmmy. I was really sad cos they didn't trust me with the baking ): hahaha but it was really fun!
Had steamboat after that, all nicely prepared by yy's maid (: It was really cool and warm (LOL) sitting around a table cooking a meal together! The egg tanghoon by me and darren were awesome, beats yvonne's disgusting cola omelette hands down :b Anti-cokes rule! Yay, this is the third year of apccbsss birthday celebrations, and hopefully many more years to come! (:
Yummy steamboat!
Birthday girls <3
Nic & yy with their presents!
nic's favourite pose :b
PEIZI's birthday on 13th and PRILALA'S on 14th (: Hope that you guys had awesome ones!
btw I WANT TO GO SHOPPING!!! Gah sadly, no money, no time. I haven't bought my tights since forever ):
Racial Harmony Day in tjc this year was so boring with little people who bothered to dress up ): Aishah lent me her pretty sari, which i'm an expert at tying now :b
CSE pics
I'm not a very glam person :b
our pretty braids wonderfully tied by limchunhan!
I'm so dependent and hooked on the Internet haha my server was down for the past 2 days and I was really sad and deprived! I need my daily dose of neopets and Xiaxue hahaha she's really mad and hilarious, such a good read! But that didn't make me more productive. The time saved from the Internet went into trying to get my modem to work lol =.=
So, results are all out. I did quite well, but still not good enough. Hmm, STUDY HARDER then (: It's really ironic that I fared my lowest for my top subject, CSE, but did the best for Maths &GP, my two previously weak subjects. Oh well, hopefully that shows that I'm capable of doing well for all my subjects! (:
Many university talks going on recently, forces me to think about what i really want/can do. Singapore choices are so very limited but I need $$$ to go overseas. Hmm, but bottomline is that whereever I go, I need my As. Meaning.. STUDY HARD.
Haha despite of the constant need to MUG, I've signed up for the Nike 10K Human Race with the netballers! Yay, i'm really excited for it, although it seems rather cursed so far :b so many problems came up during the registration, how annoying! Hope that the school's system will be better and the rest can come run with us, it'll be such an experience! Haha i've never ran 10K before, yikes must go train or else I'll lag behind even the aunties!
Speaking of which, I hope I'll pass my napha this year! hahaha my inclined pullups look more promising :b quite possible to chiong 4 to pass LOL don't laugh, it's pathetic i know. Too bad that i have long arms!
&I want to go play sports! I'm itching to play netball or captball again, or even basketball and badminton. I feel like jumping, running, sprinting, all these pent up energy in my body. The only exercise I do now is to walk to school every morning, how sad! ): and PE of course which is getting increasingly routined and boring.
Tianjin steamboat (:
duathalon pics since don't know when!
Before...
&after :b
It's this time of the year again. I can't help thinking about the could-have-beens, missed chances, and wrong words spoken. Would things have been different/better? Are you thinking what I'm thinking too? I thought that I was over it, above it, but apparently not. Not until something better comes along I guess.
Since I'm bored, this is a long-delayed quiz tagged by Sharon!
1. If someone betrayed your trust, what will your reaction be? Initial denial, provide excuses for that person.
2. If you can have a dream to come true, what would it be? World peace ^^V
3. What will your dream wedding be like? for the groom to surprise me by planning the dream wedding
4. Are you confused as to what lies ahead of you? A little, but I'm sure it'll turn out fine (:
5. What's your ideal lover like? religious, intelligient, atheletic, passionate, non-swearing, good with kid, good-natured.
6. Which is more blessed, loving someone or being loved by someone else? it's about the balance of both.
7. If the person you like does not accept you, would you continue to wait for them to change their feelings? Waiting is inevitable for a while, it can't be that easy to change my feelings.
8. If the person you secretly like is already attached, what would you do? Haha nothing to do, wait for a while till i get all messed up with pent up feelings.
9. Is there anything that has made you unhappy recently? Of course.
10. What do you want most in life? love, to be happy, fulfillment
11. What would you do, if u feel someone doesn't like you? If that person's of worth to me, ask him/her why. If not, I don't really care.
12. If you find out that your best friend is going out with your boyfriend/girlfriend, how would you react? Disappointment, indignition.
13. Who is currently the most important person to you? Family.
14. What kind of person do you think I am? Boliao person :b
15. Would you rather be single and rich or married and poor? Whatever that'll make me happy.
16. What are the 3 most important things in your life? Currently, family, friends, studies. Like everyone else haha.
17. Would you give your all in a relationship? I'll try my best to.
18. If you fall in love with two persons simultaneously, who would you pick? Haha highly unlikely, it takes alot to move me.
19. What type of friends do you like? True friends!
20. If you played a prank on someone, and he/she fell for the trick, what would you do? Eh, laugh? Doh!
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